Frenzy

Road trip

Posted in life, photography by stephrosalie on November 11, 2010

Sort of. We went to say goodbye to my childhood friend and my friends’ cousin. Who is on his way to New-Zealand and Thailand and Australia for about 8 months. So we raced to Schiphol Airport. Had lotsa fun and shed alot of tears.

Memories #2

Posted in life, weheartit by stephrosalie on November 2, 2010

“October 7, 2009

How fair is it to get your emotions controlled by a stranger?
A stranger that somehow has the password to all your thoughts and emotions.
And somehow you do not care if he sees it al, knows it all, tells it all.
You want to be as close as you can.
But when you see him standing in a crowd with someone else,
better brace yourself ’cause you know it’s gonna hurt.
You hope that he noticed that you’re staring at him,
but the way he looks over.. it’s like he looks through you.
And all was for nothing.. The cute smiles.. the simple “hello”‘s..
casually touching his hand, arm, leg, everything..
Looking for excuses to just look into his eyes for some seconds.
To manage to be on his mind for those seconds. Trying to burn yourself on his brain.
Hoping he wont forget your smile from the first time you met. Or that he likes your skirt.

But I like to think; at least it can’t get any worse.. Right?

Memories #1

Posted in life by stephrosalie on November 2, 2010

“April 27, 2010

I can’t seem to understand how the mind works. Either the mind of a man, nor the mind of a woman. Or a child. Or a grown up. Minds. Don’t seem to feel the touch of your fingers across my skin. Can’t feel the words you throw at me. You never could explain it to me. How your mind works while I tried to figure it out. You are very difficult for me to read. Why? Cause there was nothing to read. True things are readable, lies are like blackholes in the galaxy. Hiding the good. Throwin out the bad.
Don’t we all just have to pierce things together, watch and travel to see where we end up after the healing process?
Give me my escape, you’re hunting me down like a dog.”

In with the old, out with the new

Posted in life by stephrosalie on November 2, 2010

I feel like reuploading some of my old post that I’ve written on my previous blog. Just cause they still mean alot to me and reflect everything I felt at that moment.

Agenda

Posted in life by stephrosalie on October 29, 2010

Well tomorrow I’ll be joining my friend at this convention or something. She wanted me to tag along and I agreed on it. I’ll make some photos of our journey and all. I’ll post the photos soon C:

Tea(ch) me

Posted in life by stephrosalie on September 9, 2010

I’m sick.

Lowlands

Posted in life, weheartit by stephrosalie on August 20, 2010

We have this festival here, which I really wanted to go to.

No money =  no Lowlands..

Between two lungs

Posted in life by stephrosalie on July 29, 2010

Never give up on a dream just cause of the time it will take to achieve it. The time will pass anyway, so you might as well acheive your goals with it.

Carrion

Posted in life by stephrosalie on July 25, 2010

I feel like I am dying. I died inside and I have no where to go.  So, I might as wel dissapear for a while. Check you all later     xo

Ablaze

Posted in life by stephrosalie on July 13, 2010

Within two days Cecilie will come over to my place for a whole week. I can’t tell how excited I am!

Beside that, I feel pretty crappy. I don’t get why people would change their face. I put alot of effort in my friends and most of the time I get nothing back. It’s ‘yes’ or ‘no’. Nothing else.